Because life is too short to stay pondering, right?
Why is it that when we most want to take responsability and grow, everything around us pulls us down into childhood once again? Why is it that when we most want to be heard, no one wants to hear? Humanity. So strange, but yet, so perfect. Perfect in terms of complexion. So complete, yet, so unperfect. With so many flaws, but with so many virtues.
We all fall. We have to admit that. We all trip over and over again with the same words, dreams, actions, everything that we once did in our lifetime. But the hard part is admiting that one has fallen. Realizing mistakes, wounds, everything. It hurts, of course, and worse if you hurt someone else, a person who you truly do care about. That has happened so many times. And you can't let it not happen. We are all humans, we all hurt someone but with no bad intention.
Tranquility. A words that is now so forgotten in a world full of chaotic mistakes. We all need moments of silence and moments of loneliness. As long as we don't forget or leave behind those we love, it's okay to want to get away from this world that demands you to walk much faster than your usual rythm. No one can understand this. No one. Only people that tend to have a life full of walking words. That have nothing else to care about.
But one that has a life, that has friends, that has a family, but not a boyfriend, because time does not permit that, since I have no time, tries to balance all of these things in order not to fail. But failure is something we all must go through. It's part of life. We fail in order to gain. We need to get hurt in order to grow from the pain. We need to be alone so we can value the people that surround us. We need to leave everything behind, so we can find the true meaning of our existence.
Loneliness. We all feel it sometimes, it's impossible not to feel alone during one certain period in our lives. It's up to us to take that loneliness and make it our friend. Understand it's essence and origin, this will give us time for ourselves and turn us into richer interior people. We can then give ourselves in a better way to our friends, family, etc. Thanks to loneliness, we can find ourselves, though we must not make it our eternal friend. Just a friend we need to give more importance to when we need time to wonder.
Too many thoughts for one simple and short day.
